Randomonium House

Not so much that I hate *working*.. working is fine, but the fact that it seems that i’m always away from home when DH is home.. just plain SUCKS! All I want to do is be home with him and yet, i can’t.. the only thing from preventing me from being at home and/or spending time with him is work - yet in order to do the things we need/want to do, like owning our house, traveling or what not, i have to work!

sometimes, it just S.U.C.K.S.

What i’d give in order to find a “work at home” job or “work whenever I want to work” type job - heh, yea..i’m dreaming… haha

ok, back to life - almost time to go home, but just NOT soon enough!

So, I got home last night and doug had made some fajita’s for dinner - something new - cool, i’m down with that! everything was normal except we were trying a new type of salsa and it was pretty yummy, not quite as hot as I typically like it (spicy hot, not hot hot)… anyways, a half hour to hour later, my body starts literally wigging out and poof, allergy attack! no joke! my eyes (both) grew to the size of a golf ball, i was literally draining out my nose every few seconds and i was having these weird out of body experiences.. so i took 2 benedryls and called it a day -> that was 9pm last night…

I wake up this morning at 7am (normal wake up time for a 9am show at the office) and i’m feeling overly sluggish and my right eyeball is still the size of a walnut…geez, that benedryl worked great! NOT… so i write in that i’m going to be a little late, take another benedryl and poof, i’m out again (cuz all benedryl does is knock you out)…

so doug finally wakes me up at 9am and i’m like “shoot, i gotta get to the office”…eye swelling is down to about half a walnut by now - so at least i was able to accomplish that…but i’m still overly sluggish, wobbling around as if my equilibrium is just totally out of wack!

get to the office and it’s FREEZING!!! not outside, inside…I’m wearing a light sweater (it IS arizona!) and all day long, i’m just freezing my tail off… so i decided that tomorrow,i’m bringing in my winter jacket until someone figures out what air conditioning unit we’re on because so far, nobody in this office knows and i haven’t been able to figure it out while fiddling with air conditioners all over the office!! sucks!

I keep telling myself that I have my on weeks and I have my off weeks - along with having my “u know what”, this is just an OFF week and as soon as friday is over, i’m wiping it off the slate!! starting saturday with an entirely new week…

cuz i HATE these weeks where nothing seems to feel right.. you don’t feel totally sick, yet you don’t feel totally well.. things are just “off”

I’m looking forward to the weekend though.. DH has been off this entire week, been able to spend it at home and here I am - at work…SO looking forward to friday afternoon when i get to be home for days with DH and my kitties.. sometimes I really wish i could have a cat at work - i’d be so much happier! hahahaha

What is it about traveling?? I woke up this morning, a full 2 days after being back, and my eyes are all puffy.. my head in the clouds and my body’s just hurtin all over… granted, my fall over the weekend is what put my body over the edge and all but geezlepete - why does it seem to take so dang long to recover from traveling?

I don’t even know how it is that i made it to work this morning considering my eyes didn’t want to stay open AT ALL!! granted, that happens on almost a daily basis for me because i’m a night owl and not a morning person.. but sometimes, it just gets sooo bad that really, if i didn’t have a job that paid really well, i’d just up and quit… haha

I feel like I should be 62 and not 36… Does anyone else in their 30’s feel this old & tired? sheesh….is it time for a nap yet?